Ready to Stop Being Afraid of God?
Christian Author & Podcaster
Rebuilding faith in God through transformative prayer.
Having a relationship with God might feel scary.
But it shouldn’t. You can transform your faith in God and find peace in your life, regardless of your circumstances.
Let me show you how.
God, Really?
This podcast will help you stop being afraid of God and guide you in building a strong foundation with Him.
Where Should I Start Faith Quiz
Answer four honest questions and get your next gentle step toward God, made for right where you are.
Find Your Faith 6-Week Program
A guided, six-week journey to heal your image of God, rebuild your faith, and finally feel close to Him again.

God, Really?
BE MIGHTY
I walked away from God for 3 years because life got hard. But look at me now!
Hi, I’m Ash. Mom of two, wife, and completely obsessed with Jesus. I grew up believing I was a good Christian, until watching my child suffer led to my faith unraveling. I was struggling to believe in God and walked away from Him for nearly three years. It wasn’t until 2am in my son’s hospital bed when I broke down, went to God, and found He was unlike anything I had ever believed about Him — and my faith transformed.
Finally seeing God for who He truly is, I found a way back to Him that allows me to live in peace with God and find joy even in the toughest circumstances. Now, I guide other moms who are scared of God to the One True God of scripture to break free from their fear and find peace with God in their lives.
If you are ready to find your faith, heal your image of God, and grow with Him spiritually, then this podcast is for you.
From women just like you
Ash offers such a breath of fresh air about the hard conversations around our struggles with faith, with uplifting encouragement.
This podcast is so convicting! Ash speaks to those seasons where you feel distant from God in a way that feels very real and personal.
Ash makes growing in faith feel simple, real, and doable — like sitting down with a friend who truly gets it.
Moms are finding their way back
So practical and what is missing in our family life — faith! Ash weaves the thread of Jesus into the fabric of family.
Love how encouraging and uplifting this is! So needed during the hard mom moments.
I love the simple approach to prayer — release all the fear and anxiety, and let faith and healing take its place.
The CASTLE Prayer Framework Guide
Learn how to pray with intention and hear from God.