I wrote this because I was you.
You've tried. You've prayed the prayers, done the things, pushed through — and something still never connected. And now you're standing at a distance from God not because you stopped caring, but because the version of Him you were handed never felt safe.
I get it. I was in a hospital room at 2am with my son, completely empty, when something finally cracked open. I stopped pretending and just talked to Him. Messy, scared, not doing it right. And what met me there was not the God I had grown to be afraid of.
Desperate to feel God like I did in the hospital room, I began to seek Him with my whole heart. What came from that is the GROW with God Framework.
The GROW workbook gives you four steps to start building an actual relationship with Him. Scripture, reflection questions, and one small action per week. A real place to start.